I guess it's not so nice to say but it depends on what you want to do that you think is good.. after that it comes down to self control. Now I'm not saying what is good and isn't, that's up to you... I also believe it's hard to control anyone's impulses not just bipolar.. however I do believe it's harder for bipolar to control them.. especially as time goes on... you need to equip yourself with every tool you can to help you help yourself... also inpatient/partial hospitalization program isn't so much a quick fix.. it's all about what the person's effort and dedication to the program... I'm in php as well (sounds like you stated.. intense partial hospitalization. .. mines everyday and I'm not allowed to goto work during this time... good luck