I definitely take risks and do what i want, even when i know it could go sideways for me. I follow the rules for a while, until i start to feel that things are too straight and narrow, then i change it up. I've had some pretty bad crashes doing things this way, but also some amazing experiences. I'm lucky because my extreme episodes are infrequent, so i have more leeway than a lot of people with the risks i take. I like to feel my choices are my own.