I am so tired of waken up with fear and panic attacks. Some days my CBT training work and I can get rid of the horrible nightmares, and shaking all over that I felt as soon I am awake. But some others days, like today, all is just wrong, I have panic attacks, anxiety, no matter what I think, no matter what I do to cope with the problem. Will be like this till my anxiety medication start working, in about two hours. I am so tired.