Um if I leave maybe. This afternoon he broke my glasses off my face, tried to pull out the bridge in my mouth, cutting my chin. Crumbled my glasses. Called me useless stupid ***** in front of my kids. Dowsed me in three cups of coffee. I think I have a black eye.
I pleaded not to do it in front of them. He said I should be thankful they were there. (Saving me from worse fate). I am practically blind without my glasses but maybe I can finally see. He's not better.
Over money. Not lying, cheating, back talk.
Time to get the hell out of dodge (ball).
Sigh. It only gets worse.
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MIDWAY upon the journey of our life
I found myself within a forest dark,
For the straightforward pathway had been lost.
Bipolar I
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