First time the witnessed it. 17-2 months from 18, and 19. They are not afraid for themselves, just me. Fortunately never had to grow up like that. They say they're not afraid for themselves & they are out of the house soon. They know there is no excuse.

Do I need to get out? Yes. I suggested going to my moms but he says I'll be cheating and That's it. How stupid. But where will my boys go? I'll hold out, do whatever he wants. Get a job until I can figure a plan. Yes, I do have one. Docs in place, etc. ready for quick run.