I understand compeletly where you are coming from. I've had two office jobs now and I am extremely unconfortable at both of them. I now work as a bank teller talking to customers at the drive thru and it sucks because I am not a good talker and I can't deal under pressure. Also everyday I am so conscious of whether or not my coworkers hate me or not because I am always getting weird moods and looks with them. I am the newbie there and I am extremely awkward and since I am in training now I just sit and watch.