I started dating my husband when I was 15, I am 27 now. We have been married and living together for 2 years now, and I should be happy... Right? I mean, I have all the things a woman my age should want... but I am still not happy, I feel restless and at a loss.

My husband is not very emotionally supportive, and a lot of issues from my childhood have resurfaced over this past year (I was molested by my father, and it is finally out in the open), I am under a lot of stress. I quit my job and am currently unemployed, which is not helping the marital issues any.

Right before all the stuff about my dad was pulled out into the open, I met a man online (and had an emotional affair)... He has helped me a LOT through this tough time, and I love him very much... :/ *feels really guilty*

I feel like I don't fit into my own life anymore. I feel like I am going insane, like something has got to give. I think I need to leave here. I feel guilty because my husband still wants me to stay, I'm in love with someone else, and I have no money to do anything about any of it anyway. I don't know what to do anymore.