Honestly I understand WHY he left, and I understand that I should not have "nagged" or "pressured" him, so the hostility can stop, thanks. My main concern was the WAY he left so abruptly without any talking at all. I guess the title was misleading as to "I dont understand why he rejected me" but I was mostly saying that it was very odd to me that he just left in such a hurry as if he was running away from me! This is painful and its never happened before, I guess you guys just had to be there to understand what it was like, its not like I was on my knees begging him to have sex with me. But I might as well have been because he acted that disgusted. Embarrassing and hurtful and just awful.
I spent all day on the verge of tears and my stomach in knots asking all my friends about this, half of them were saying it was all my fault, and the other half were saying he was out of line to be that cold and weird about it. I was just looking for some advice or comfort on here, not a slap on the wrist and blame. Not why I came here. I already feel like s*** about it.