Hi, Moonkin, there is no need to appologize about your posts. I'm just 19 and I know how you feel, I didn't have romance a few years ago. Sometimes we tend to look at the things we don't have in a different light, we don't see it's flaws. I have been in a relationship for 3 years now and some things I have realized about dating a depression are that you can never fully love someone until you can love yourself, and nobody can make you love yourself. I do have someone who loves me and I am so appreciative of that, but battling depression might be easier on your own. I know we have had troubles because we are so young and we don't know ourselves. I hope that you continue your therapy, it can be a life saver! I hope that you find some help in my words