I could about just cry reading this. I went through so much emotional/physical pain in my marriage and divorce. I still do. My kid's T works (HARD) at *trying* to keep us more manageable. He claims to have lost some of his hairs to us, LOL. (He's slightly follicle-challenged.) {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Hugs to help you get through this Itsjustme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}