Im starting to feel a little bit sad and i need to post this on here to vent and feel a little better. Im a 21 year old male soon to be 22 years old and i have a common problem that depresses many of us and the problem is romantic loneliness. It is embarrassing to admit that at 21 years of age i have not had a girlfriend. Ever since i was a high school student i wanted to be in a relationship nothing seems more amazing to me than being intimate and in love with another person. I am tired of being friend zoned i am tired of being a third wheel. This situation has gotten so sad that my family is starting to question my sexuality. They are starting to think that since im 21 and havent had a girl yet that i may be gay. I wish they knew that i would have a girlfriend if i could. I started to party and drink in hopes of maybe socializing with women and finding someone. Every-time i go to a club i get rejected and its taking its toll on my self esteem and confidence. Im having a hard time listening to virtually all my friends talk about their girlfriend or their girlfriend problems. I awkwardly pretend i can related with them. Im starting to think that its not going to happen for me im gonna be single for life. If i cant get a girlfriend how will i even get married and start a family one day. Im a failure and i can only ignore this urge so long before i come crashing down with a major depressive episode againm