haha, no Prarie here either. I just wish I could love normally... I don't know, I know it sounds funny but I'm always so empty. It interferes so much.

And I'm starting to get sad now. I have so much cleaning to do and I just want to lie down. The last couple of weeks have been good, knowing that after my Friday session, I only have to wait a couple of days til my Tuesday session. It would really help me get through the weekend. Now it's a whole week again. And I just need him.

I have been reading the book. I was reading different parts. Now I am starting from the very beginning.