I don't think there is anything that can be said to change your mind or make an impression. I can tell you my sisters story. she wanted to be skinny cause she thought it made her more attractive, more acceptable. but being so skinny and unhealthy she was so weak she needed a walker to walk, what was attractive about that? she was constantly in the hospital on IV drips because her potassium was too low. who wants to be involved with a girl who is so unhealthy she is always ending up in the hospital? my sister abused laxatives. it got to the point that her intestines could not digest food on their own. she could only eat certain foods. many foods blocked her intestines. she had so many surgeries removing parts of her intestines because the food rotted in there. she had to hook up to a machine to vaccume the food out of her stomach. how attractive is that? she was very skinny. she never got a boyfriend. she never felt good about herself. her body finally shut down and she died the beginning of this year, alone. she was never happy no matter how skinny she got. she didn't want to die. she was trying to gain weight but couldn't because she couldn't eat solid food anymore. she had abused herself too much. she really regretted what she had done to herself. please get help before you do what she did.