I just want to light the whole world on fire and watch it burn. I am going through a divorce, and I finally hit some kind of emotional barrier today and I am breaking through. I have to let her go, completely. It feels good to let her go, but I am still so angry about it. I almost punched a hole in the door earlier...but stopped myself. I am trying to channel all my anger into cleaning the house right now... but I am depressed and can't get myself going. I sleep all the time this weekend,,,just avoiding the pain of loneliness.
to hell with her. I'm done, I'm moving on.
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Bipolar 1 ~ 300mg Lamictal, 4mg Ativan
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