hi amanseth
I am having a hard time understanding what you are asking. it sounds like you like a girl but are jealous when she talks to other guys but don't understand that jealousy. if yu want to be in a relationship with someone you need to learn to trust them. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome