Hi, just to start off I am a Catholic. For the past couple of months I have suffered from horrible intrusive, blasphemous, and unwanted thoughts, which I already know is OCD. But one thing that concerns me, is that sometimes when i wake up it feels like I have lost my faith in God and Jesus. A couple months ago, I had the strongest faith in Jesus, but now I have very very little faith. It almost seems as if my brain just forgets about Jesus. My faith in God usual stays, but today it seemed as if it was gone. My intrusive thoughts also lead to doubts which causes my faith to be effected too, but idk why when i wake up my faith is gone. I keep praying and sometimes i get a little "faith boost" you could call it but it usually only lasts that night. I gained a lot of faith before having intrusive thoughts so now I don't remember what its like to have just normal faith without intrusive thoughts. Have you ever heard of this before? I saw online that one symptom of religious OCD was the feeling of God being far away or abandoned you, I guess it kind of feels like that only my brain seems to lose faith almost completely. Any advice? Thank you