I cannot imagine what it's like to be brought back in time within your mind to a place where nothing was safe and everything was feared and the memories are now being returned to you presently. My heart goes out to you dps.

I can see how hard it is to carry backwards what you have now for love and support and apply it to those times and those memories. I don't know if it's even possible. Maybe all you can do is follow through the memory with the one who has held it for so long and slowly help both of you to come back to the present where the good lies. Maybe in doing so, you will both find a level of peace, less fear and some comfort to hold onto. I do know that something like this will not and cannot happen overnight. It is a process one must go through and with any process, it takes time, patience and understanding.

May you know how much I care, that I am here for you and you don't have to hide anything from me. I have seen the dark and painful things that you go through and I have never turned away from you. I will not turn away now either. You may feel all alone at times, but I can assure you that you are not.

We met and became friends and then sisters for a reason. It was His plan and it's a good one (it wouldn't be anything else!). Lean into Him, lean on me and know that you are loved.