I feel very depressed and empty pretty much all the time, and I feel no excitement towards life altogether, and this has been going on for a long time but I've been especially feeling this way for the past 2 months now. I feel a lot of boredom or depression towards life in general. When I'm not at work, I try to do things to stop myself from feeling this way...I try going out different places (even if it means going to these places by myself) or try to hang out with friends, and alot of times I might feel happy in that moment, but when I go home or when I wake up the next day I might feel even more depressed or empty than before. I realize this isn't always true, but a lot of times, it really feels and looks like a lot of people are a lot more satisfied with their life and living happier, more fulfilling lives every time I look around me or look at some of the people I know of. Alot more happier with their lives, always have different things to do or places to be at everyday, have certain things to look forward to, enjoy their job and are proud of their job and where they work at, have much more eventful things going on, and so on. I feel like I have nothing to live for or nothing to look forward to. I never look forward to the next day because I know it's going to be exactly the same as everyday. Everyday when I wake up all I feel is a huge rush of negative emotions....anger, depression, and just this feeling of not wanting the day to happen. I know that one of the reasons, but definitely not the only reason why I feel this way is because of how badly I hate my job. I've applied around to many places but still nothing. I work at a warehouse and I really, really hate just scanning boxes all day or throwing items in boxes all day because it's just very mind-numbing, and it doesn't feel like there's anything important, interesting, or any kind of substance or anything satisfying going on in your day at work and there are many times where time goes by really slow. I've been constantly feeling just this huge emptiness and like I have no importance at all or like my life or even myself as a person doesn't matter and I feel like this is getting worse. I have been deeply struggling with problems of self-worth and there are alot of times where I wonder why am I here or feeling as if a lot of people are better than I am or live lives that have more fulfilling. I wish I didn't feel as if I don't matter. I don't want to keep feeling these terrible feelings anymore. I'm tired of feeling like this and tired of dreading the next day and just want all of this to stop.