My Mom died on May 30 - they gave her 4-6 months if she had surgery and one week if she did not - she died in one week with the surgery of ovarian cancer. I felt terrible but I was able to spend the last two days of her life with her - serving her as she had served me when I was a baby. She had to have me hand feed her - she was too weak to hold the spoon. I miss her every day and I cry for her - but she is free. I released her ashes into the ocean in the only place she felt safe and comfortable and it released a lot of my grief. The holidays and birthdays will be the worst - we celebrated everything together. Keep your faith up - she is with you still, in your heart.

Mars