Hey buddy, it sounds like your in the same situation as me, nothing to look forward to or be excited about. Living the same day on repeat. Go to work, come home, eat, sleep. I've felt this way for a long time, just viewing life as boring, dull, bland, and undesirable. Have you tried seeing a therapist? Medication has never done s*** for me but therapy has helped a little. Unfortunately, there are a lot of sh***y therapists, you have to find one you can connect with, good luck man, I know how hard it is, hope you can get back on track soon.