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I told him how the other day my husband said to me, "I wish you could love me all the time, not just when you want to." About how I didn't even argue with my husband because he is right-- how I cannot give myself fully and it saddens me so much. That at times, I am just not present. This is when I started to cry, or at least when my tear came out.

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That's so powerful and sad, pinksoil. I would have cried too. ((((hugs))))

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I just wish I could love normally

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What does that even mean? Maybe you are doing OK and doing better every day. Maybe there is more than one way to love.

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He said, "Maybe I will start bawling."

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Ahhhhhhh.... What a T. My guy says he will cry with me too. But when I cry I can never look at him, so I don't know if he ever has. But that he says he will has always been very powerful for me, a sign of total empathy.