I'm sick. I don't even know if this is a cold or what. I'm exhausted and nauseous. I think it might be the flu. And since I bowed out of the family get together on Sunday (for legitimate reasons!), now I have multiple family members being concerned, and asking what's wrong. I just want to be left alone. Why don't they understand that? Am I being selfish? Probably. I know their hearts are in a good place, and I appreciate that. I'm just too tired to have these conversations that would be exhausting even if I wasn't this sick.