Okay ... If your mania's are euphoric insane loads of exciting fun .... Your not going to find that in normal everyday "happy"

Happy is just a word .. that's all it is .. When you wake up and feel content that's really what happy is all about. or when you wake up and cant wait to get out of bed and watch the sun come up , or have that great first cup of coffee , the smell of bacon etc etc

Honestly Im not in a real good place right now myself .. But I look for a bit of good everyday.. Yesterday while walking my dog a Dragon fly tagged along the entire walk. no big deal right? Well it was a thing that my dad and I had,,, its means love ... Hes been gone since 97, So it made me smile.

That is why regardless of how I feel I am around PC offering support to others even tho I feel like shyt sometimes Why? Because it takes my mind off myself and maybe just maybe I will bring a smile or help to someone thats struggling.