I have been plagued with such questions since I was a little kid. I have often been told I am an old soul. My biggest fear is not death but that my personality will cease to exist after death. That there is nothing else. I firmly believe there is but I still have doubt and fear. I have had enough of my own spiritual experiences in life to have learned not to question or disbelieve those of others.
I am very scientific minded by nature and love science. I can tell you that quantum physics and physics in general has come up with some very bizarre questions and theories. Some of which have been proven experimentally and will blow your mind.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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