Like another post was shared earlier, I'm fairly negative, and my feelings on self worth is very low. She hasn't been able to increase that yet.....so I think sometimes I say things without thinking first....

I know I shouldn't sensor myself with my T....but jeez, the negative stuff that comes out of my mouth sometimes would make ME want to turn away screaming. I put on an act at work....and it exhausts me. I go from work to my appt, so by that time, I know I can "be myself," but I'm so exhausted from putting on that "I'm such a happy person" act.

I'm really down on myself, and no matter what is going on in my life I seem to always come up with a reason to blame myself. I think she's getting frustrated. And I don't like that feeling.