Hi, all I can say is that anything is possible. Don't give up on your dreams, a doctor said I would never make it to college, would be stuck in this rut forever. Well, here I am today going to college, holding down a job, and generally for the first time in years, enjoying life. My meds have helped me bring my life back mostly under control, sometimes my symptoms still resurface, but there are ways I cope. Just stay strong, and good luck.