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Last night I asked myself why it mattered more to to me to be thin than to be dead.
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When my anorexia was at it's worst back in 1995, I didn't want to be alive....so it really didn't matter......& the last time I felt almost the same except that I had my new baby foal that truly got me through that bad time (as that time the anorexia was triggered by a trauma I went through).
Nothing can make you want to live except for your own desire.