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Originally Posted by Readytostop
HazelGirl...you have not wrecked everything... Now after reading your last post I remember you have a thread about really wanting to talk to your T about something but not being able to and feeling a lot of shame...
Perhaps there is a part of you who is trying to convince you that it's ruined or to try to ruin it with your T so you will not discuss this. I think if you will go in on Wednesday and talk about the original thing it will relieve these feelings...(I apologize if I am not remembering correctly)
The "I don't need anybody for anything" is my go to defense mechanism... Think it might mean you are getting close to something big in T?
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I don't know. I don't know at all. I am so confused right now. I can't just shut it all off and numb out like I used to. I feel so upset and scared.
She still hasn't said anything else to me. If she doesn't say anything before Wednesday, I am not going to my appointment. I don't want to show up if she doesn't want to talk to me.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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