I can completely relate to your feelings. I’m 36, no kids and no boyfriend. I was married in my early 20’s, but only for a year. That year was very stressful. I work with a lot of married women with kids, and their very lonely, some of their husbands are emotionally abusive and cheat on them. I look at them and think if that’s the “American Dream” they can keep it. But deep down I would like a significant other to spend time with or just a close friend to laugh and talk with.