Thanks for the support... after crying myself to sleep last night I feel a bit better today.

To be honest I don't really want to ask my boss for the time off: my supervisor is off this week, and I'm replacing him. This is my chance to prove I deserve a full time position, which is what i need most at the moment. I'm reluctant to screw this opportunity up. I'll try to make it through the week, and i'll call T if I really can't make it.

And I've really tht when I'll see my friends on saturday, I'll have to talk to them explain them how they made me feel. I don't think they did it on purpose, but they need to know so it won't happen again.