I dont know where to put this ....warning contains context with my hallucinations and paranoia .....
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I know they are there....but i dont exactly see them....i see parts of them....i feel them .....i know they are there....i just dont see all of them....
the little girl is either in the corner...or hiding in my closet or standing right beside my bed...staring at me .....but i dont see her face...but i know she is staring....staring between the cracks of the closet...she is there...laying beside me in my bed....she is grotesque, she is disgusting, she is evil ....
the man, he stands by the door, behind the door...in the doorway....i dont see him exactly but i know he is there...just standing there....staring at me...he is power....bad power....menacing power.....
the girl torments me more than the man....because she is pure evil .....
they are coming to get me....they know what i am doing...they watch me....they know where i am at all times....they watch me from the corners...they sit in the empty chairs....sleep in the empty beds....i cant get away from them ....i cannot cannot cannot cannot
i almost hear them at times....waiting for me to let my guard down ...waiting for me to sleep ....waiting for me to walk into a dark area...well i wont sleep....i refuse .......i refuse to go into dark areas..the tv is always on at night.....creating light and noise....i just hope they dont turn it off.....they might turn off my world....and silence the people around me ..........they might get me alone....and time may stop .....i hope not ...dear lord i hope not.....i got to find a way to trick them....i got to mix them up ......