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Old Sep 16, 2014, 07:35 AM
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I've been dealing with suicidal urges, off and on (mostly on) since March of this year. I've been in the hospital, in a PHP, in and out of work. I have a full-time job in a field I love, and just recently started grad school in my field as well. I have a lot going for me, like a supportive boyfriend and great friends. But none of that seems to matter. It's an unreal drive toward destruction. I made a serious attempt a few months ago, and a few other near attempts since. I just don't see how I can possibly last much longer. I need help and I don't know what to do.
I find that talking to people on this platform is really helpful. Also reading other people's accounts. Some times there are people on the other end of what you are dealing with and it is good to know that it will end and you will feel better again. If you want to talk I will talk to you. You can message me or keep writing in on this thread.
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