In my life right now, my mother, sisters and brothers are verbally and emotionally abusing me. They have been doing this for a long time but I guess I never wanted to see it before. I don't know why but now I see it very clearly, it's right in front of me.

They are killing me bit by bit every day and I know I have to walk out, leave my family behind me. I found this really painful to do. If I only knew why they are doing this. If I could only understand.

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