thanks..

the thing is, i can bring myself to talk to my sis about the problem. i dunno why im feeling this way. i know it's not right. but i really cant help it. for me, keeping it to myself means security... or i don't understand anymore. with this kind of conflict i have with myself, i had a hard time trusting him.. but i also love him like hell... i am such a fool..

if it doesn't kill you, it'll make you strong