I'm not sure what to do or how to go about changing my current situation.

Right now there's nothing that excites me. I have no emotions nor do I feel any. I hear what people are saying but it's just sounds. Even "I love you's" from family doesn't stir emotion.

I use to love coming on here and talking with people, reading post and posting but now even that is something I haven't done in a long time.

All I do these days is write. Write on my blog and write in my mood logs. It seems to be the only thing that is a constant habit. Everything else has gone by the way side.

I see the things I use to love but just don't have the desire in trying to do them. I lost all emotional feelings over a month ago and they have yet to return. The only emotion I still seem to feel is fear and that's from the very disturbing dreams I've been having every night.

Has anyone else ever gotten like this and how did you pull out of it? Though there's no emotion there is a sense of desperation to feel like I'm human and not just something that breathes and moves.

I hope everyone's well. It's been some time since I've been on here. I apologize, I've just been so lost within myself and who I am.