Perhaps you can use this as a lesson in self discovery and self control? And it can inform your future .... and future relationships.

I believe we are all called to govern ourselves & control what we put out there. This may be the lesson here for you. Now you are getting yourself into a better place, getting acquainted with a better you; that is a good thing and something to be proud of. Well done, you.

He may end up wanting to explore this new you, but don't put all your eggs in that basket, it will limit your growth and that growth is the exciting part of your posts.

Break ups still suck though. Everyday will get a little better, and I hope you have a brilliant day today!