She will not be angry with you Hazelgirl. She is a therapist after all��. I'm sure she has experienced much worse from other clients in her career. Instead of arguing the point or over thinking it, just act. You really just need 10 seconds of courage to send her a simple text that you'll be there as usual, and again to walk through her door at your appointment. After that the intensity will subside. You will be just fine, I really believe that.