Since your Pdoc was not very helpful maybe it is time to find a new one , A fresh set of eyes can make a world of a difference ..You are on alot of medications and you really need someone new to actually look at all of them and decide with you what your treatment plan should be tried.

If your already feeling emotionless why in the world would would your pdoc increase your Valium ? Its a benzio .. Its going to make your more of an emotionless Zombie ??? Makes no sense at all.

Do you have a Therapist? If not please get one they can be very helpful when your feeling this way,

Im glad to see you back