So I am sorry for doing it again.

I just got a new job and it is sending my anxiety through the roof. I stay up all night crying and I have trouble breathing and my head hurts and I feel so weak. I hate my job and as much as I tell myself it's not so bad, my anxiety refuses to listen. It's bad enough that I've been having fantasies about getting hit by a car or something so I won't have to go to work. I won't actually do that, but its still messed up.

I'm so stressed. My boyfriend has been very supportive but he needs me to help out financially and its just so hard and I don't know why. I can't stop crying and I'm panicking and tomorrow is my longest shift yet and I just don't know what to do.

I've quit so many jobs now and it takes me so long to find a new one and I can't keep quitting like this or no one will hire me anymore. But I'm so sick of feeling this way and I'm exhausted and I'm scared.

I have a job where I can't be on the phone or take a break, or sit down and relax, so are there any coping tips to help me? I have to work 6 and a half hours tomorrow and I am terrified