Thank you all very VERY much! You all confirmed what I saw (but didn't really want to see) I'm currently in the process of trying to "dig myself out" of the whole thing. Problem is, he's the first person I've felt this strongly about in many years. I have a deep affection for him. I can't quite figure out if it's real or if he's "done something" to make me feel this way. Head games or something. I've never been so frustrated/angry with someone, while still feeling like I'm in love with them. It's awful. Doing the right thing for me is awful, even though I know it's what I have to do. But yes, I'm working on it. Again, thanks so much.