It seems like problems will never be solved. My psych clinic did a new mindgame round on me, so I have to first try to heal from it, then address it. Then maybe I can deal with physical health.
It seems like health care here is a neverending cycle of abuse and neglect.

You come out sicker than you were going in because the malpractice and the abuse.
I personally know several people who paid with their lives because of our so called health care.
I feel very very very discouraged right now.