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Sep 17, 2014, 03:30 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 98
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You have been through a lot and certainly have a testimony. I understand why you don't want to continue living. The pain you're in is unimaginable. When you're down in that valley it's hard to believe there will be an end to it. For me it was like treading water in the middle of the night in the middle of the ocean. The water covering my mouth and just below my nose. Part of me so tired I wanted to let go and give in. But I couldn't. There was still a part of me that had hope. I imagine through everything there is a part of you that has hope things can be better and you can have the life you want.
I don't know anything about Ohio but do you have a social worker? Raising your own funds for healthcare is noble but I would think applying for social services may be a better route. What is the most important thing you need to accomplish right now? This community seems both helpful and knowledgeable and a good resource. Maybe by pulling together we could help you find your way. 
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"What kept me sane was knowing that things would change, and it was a question of keeping myself together until they did." ~ Nina Simone 
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