hi gagliardo
she needs her time. she loves you. it is hard for her to leave you. she has given you everything, supported you, been there for you and you cheated on her, violated her, betrayed her. she is still trying to work thru that. how can you say you love her as much as you do and still do what you have done to her? the two simply don't go together. you don't hurt people you love that much. your actions speak louder than words. so she has asked you for time. you need to give her that time. respect her enough to wait. let her sort things out. she obviously loves you. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome