I can't go through with today's long shift so I am going to go in early and talk to a manager and see if he fires me. I would prefer that to him keeping me and giving me smaller hours and hating me silently. I don't know how its going to go but I can't go on like this.

The biggest problem for me seems to be when it occupies a large portion of my day. Like the work BECOMES my day and I don't even like the job and then before I know it my life becomes that job and I'm miserable.

I'm trying so hard. I don't want to have to explain to people that I quit another job and we could use the money. I just don't know. I'm really scared to go talk with him