Its not just the depression the world really is going to *****, life is going to ***** and trying to cope with that on top of all the mental crap isn't good enough...its not good enough unless I magically become hopeful and optimistic about the future. Well why should I set myself up for disappointment.

Getting to the point I don't even care anymore let chaos ensue in this country, full on system collapse more chance of ending up in a dangerous situation how about WW3...bring it on humanity because its all meaningless anyways. Sure I have SSI income for now...but how long is that going to last, what happens when the government decides to cut the social safety network some more? People think it's easy having to depend on government money and that people who do that have no dignity...well no I do not like having to be on SSI, I don't blindly trust the system but I need something to live on so yeah I get so sick and tired of in the media and on opinion forums people talking all this crap on people on welfare, people who are homeless or just generally really struggling to get by. But before I write a whole novel I will end the rant here for now....if I must elaborate more I suppose I'll start a thread about it.