You implied I still have depression because I haven't addressed the underlying issues that caused it...and repeated that even after I explained I have addressed those things and it does nothing to make the pain and symptoms of depression go away in my case. I hope there are people who find relief in addressing underlying factors and move on from it or whatever...just so happens it hasn't worked for me.

So accusing me of not addressing my underlying issues certainly comes off as putting some of the blame for my mental problems on me...if I am misunderstanding fine, not in the best place mentally and yeah not in a place where 'full recovery and happiness' seem realistic...and no I am not 'choosing' to belive that its how I feel and what life has taught me so far if I am wrong and I finally fully 'recover' great but if not I need to be prepared for that so I don't put all my energy into recovering only to be devastated with disappointment when I don't reach the goal. So it's important I learn to cope with having the issues I have.