You don't deserve to be hurt or abused. You are the one who can protect yourself. I am sorry it'shappening. You could leave the whole mess behind and move on, you could confront everyone and tell them if they continue to speak with you in an abusive way you will leave them, You can ignore it and let it eat at you, You can get help for you so you understand in an inside way that it ain't about you, and you deserve good things. Good luck. I am sure there are way more options, just listed a few.