I'm disappointed with myself. I'm not depressed more like,... unmotivated. Not leaving my apt, not getting out of bed...just feel as if I have no purpose.

I met with the vocational counselor last week and I'm supposed to look for a volunteer job I can do....everything is either too physical or requires that one have money. So far all I qualify for is hospice care or working in a hospital, both are things I'm trying to get away from. There are volunteer jobs that I could do but none where I live! Ok perhaps its more like I feel discouraged than unmotivated?