Thanks for the replies even after this long a time.

So I've been talking roughly weekly with the school psychologist. It's been alright as such but my negative emotions just kept piling up until I was at a state where I felt burning hatred towards nearly everything and everyone with aggressive and violent fantasies and a fiercely negative outlook on everything. Eventually my mother confronted me about my negativity and I ended up bursting into tears(which I haven't done in a very long time). Apparently I cried it all out because I felt better the next day. My hateful views haven't gone anywhere but I'm not emotionally impaired by hatred nor cripplingly depressed. Maybe it'll get better now that I can function somewhat properly again. I'm not sure if this is the appropriate section for my yammering at this point since even I'm not sure what's up with me. I suppose it'll do for now.