I don't think there's anything wrong with you. But i come from a culture that is very comfortable with sex etc. To me it just sounds like you're growing up and trying to figure out who you are - you may feel differently by the time you're in your 20's and that's ok, everybody changes regardless of age. I think there's a lot of pressure for young people to be 'different' these days. That's not to say you're making things up - definitely not - but i understand the urge to put labels on things and quantify them. But being mentally ill, or gay or disabled or whatever - it doesn't put people into a special club, it's just something extra about them, it has no inherent value per se it's just who they are. Normal adults don't really care very much about another persons interests/personal life - that's to say, they accept what is their business and what's not. Just enjoy being young and free, it comes around only once. All the best.